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  Aging is a form of failing? **(A warning for the youngsters out there, too)   by Maxifern    Yes! So what? There is worse!  Aging is humiliating! Aging is the lobby leading to death! Uncertainty, insecurity, self-doubt,  fears, emotional discomfort,  confusion, incompetence and  humiliation! Are they really the  symptoms of aging and failing  or the results of failure? Learning, living, transforming,  expanding are all discomfort  zones full of demands.  Growing both physically and  mentally involves pain and agony!  Overcoming obstacles, achieving  goals and manifesting dreams  require focus, reflection and  synthesizing! Growth, in few  words, is a struggle! It is friction! Our behavior, attention and the  environment, constantly rewire  our living network which  predominantly resides in the brain.  This process, scientifically called  neuroplasticity, defines our ...
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  t he Oberon correction group agents: Maxifern n dp.Morella Born in October Feeling proud of being right all the time? Feeling safe at home? Sleeping well at nights? Tip: There's more to life than a stable, predictable routine.  Embark on an adventure of any kind FGS! Me: Yes, yes and yes. Being full and satisfied,  only something delectable would quicken my  appetite once again.  Do not fret dear, I’m far from hungry.

The "little room"

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  *my 'adapted self' portrait * never posed for Ickiro but somehow he managed to 'see' perfectly my 'mask' Tokyo, 9 years ago.  The moment I was left to wrestle with just me, in t he 'little room' of my mind. Me, me, me!! I kept looking in the mirror and  seeing my reflection, unrecognisable me.. Looked way older and paler.. My thoughts tangled up,  stack in a corner of my brain, the darkest part where hate,  anger and anguish breed. There was I, all of me checked into  the heartbreak hotel suite just being annihilated  by my long-term boyfriend: - I don't really love you,I am in love with Mai... It was always her, you were the closest I could get to her- No surprised here at all, I knew it, I had felt it.. On many instances, I could sense something  non-linear to his greetings and gestures towards her..  But no! I wouldn't admit it, I couldn't make a case  about this or discuss it with either of them.  Two people I ha...